Today wasn't like yesterday, the weather was perfect. We had taf, and ran 1 round around the school. Just ONE round, I felt so tired already. What about later during P.E? We will have to run THREE rounds. I was super worried and scared.
P.E came, after Chinese and biology. Register 1-22 started first. The sun was hot, and there was construction work going on. It was very hard. I could not stop walking, hardly able to finish the first round. When I started my second round, it was his recess, he was walking to the canteen when I was running. I was thinking, whether to walk or to run? If run, he may not see me. Not wanting him to see me, so I sprinted to the front, catching up with Beverley. Second round finished. The third round was very difficult for me. I really could not take it anymore. I rushed all the way back to the end.
Then Mr. Quack said: "congratulations, you FAILED. I was like OMG. Beverley timing was 18.21min. Shuhaida timing was 18.19min. I was in between both of them, why Mr. Quack said I failed. My timing should be 18.20min. Just passed. WHY...? Mr. Quack said the possible time I could give you is 18.21min. Just ONE second, ONE ONE ONE. This ONE second can make alot alot alot of difference to me. To you it is just any other second. But no, its not. This ONE second means I have to run another 3 rounds, THREE rounds not ONE or TWO rounds. Its three rounds. Not only that, I do not want him to see that I failed. AAARRRGGGGHHH! Somemore, I am willing to fail if I came in 15 or 30 seconds later. But it is just that 1 second difference. I really cannot accept the fact. Mr. Quack, I want to plead, really plead you to remove that '1' in my timing.
Feeling totally depressed, we still had 3 period of math before school ends. Im starting to hate the number "3". My eyes were half closed after the 1st period of math. After school, there was study hour. It was MATH again. I think today is so much worst then yesterday. During study hour, Mr. Poon saw us all very tired and restless, so let us off early after doing what he wanted.
We were let off earlier than others, feeling so tired. Me, jiamin, baoxian, Beverley all want to rushed home. I did not want to see him, and was happy that we were let off earlier, so I will not be able to see him at all. We waited at the bus-stop for either 228 or 66. But the bus just did not come. Alot of people stared coming out of school gate. Then, I saw him. AGAIN, WHY is it always like that. Yesterday, the day before. Mr. Poon already let us off early, why do I still see him, why didn't the bus come faster. Very long later, the bus FINALLY came. I was so happy. But then, on the bus, traffic light turned red and the bus stopped right in front of a HIM. What's wrong man.
After like a super super long time, I finally reached home. Putting down my bag, and changed, I straight away went to sleep. Woke up, studied for history test, bathe, watched TV, used the computer and slept again.
I don't know why today entry I wrote so much about HIM. But Im sure this will be the last time I'm going to do this. Cause never will I see him again.